Depict it this way.

My mama and her colleague setting me up on a blind date with her son. CHECK!
My sister pushing me to date her colleague's brother. CHECK!
My soon to be sister in law will be introducing me to her male friends after the wedding. CHECK!
My dad met my childhood friend who I last met decades ago, and took his number, planning to invite him and family to the wedding. Oh you don't know what other plans my mama and sister have up their sleeves. CHECK!



Hamek kau! If you know me well, you'll know that I'm totally for arranged marriage. But being set up like this THIS is just too much for my delicate heart. Is twenty-ish the prime age whereby the whole family stresses on a single girl's status? Cuz it almost feels like it. Just when I've set my decision to go pro-single, this mockery cooks up-_- Mockery wouldn't fit what I really meant to term it but haaaaaaaa nvm termsherm~



Now me, myself and I am thinking of the future plans which doesn't include anyone else except my family and I. Plus what's really in my mind is how I'm gonna make the best of my youth which includes experiencing knowlege, sharpening my third and undoubtful picking up of a fourth language, a new found love for travelling, etc etc etc. I'm still so young! I want to commit silly acts and be responsible for it. I want to be an adventureous explorer even in this limited space of island.

Let me free~ Let me spread my wings and soar where the eagles can't reach~ Let me create a world of my own~





Sincerely with all my delicateness
Noor Amalina Mohamed Noor

Ps I bedazzled my phone and my cousin said I've changed lolololololol daheck but now my eeseben so preeeeee looklook!!


heeeeeeeeeeeee *_*

You. Me. Oui?




What we used to like in the past will ultimately change as our numbered days decrease. Once, I'm always tickled at the term "type" when asked the ideal characteristics of the other half. Now, after reminiscing with my inner speeches(yes -es cuz I'm sucha pro at multi-task talking), I just realized how "type" categorized they are! They somehow or rather look the same, have the same style, the way they bring themselves, that amount of awkward shyness, etc etc. Madness!! WHAT FCUKERY IS THIS LINA HAHAHAHAHAHA *excuse the outburst*





Now this girl has had a change of heart. The present me, seek something else in life and my ideal "type" changes too along the course. My priority too changed big time, I am adamant in wanting to set my path straight in life first. I want to be the, at least if not best then a good, responsible young adult as a muslimah, daughter, granddaughter, teacher, student, citizen.





Cousin was telling me she dreamt of Yale. Y'know the university.. Yeah! And she said if not stewardess then Yale it is! My outer was like, "Insyallah amin.." few minutes later my inner was like, "she's so young and her dreams are damn big. Then me? Here I am stuck liking what I'm doing."





Haaaaaaa feels like crap knowing I wasted my teenage life away hurhur BUT hmmm I've never regretted living my life each day in fact I'm very much thankful to Allah Swt for this borrowed life.


xoxo
almost a women, me.

I'm never the "pretty" girl. I always get the "adorable" "cute" "cool" comments. As I get older by day, I'm tired of that same ol' thang. Why can't you say, "Oh wow you're really pretty." Well you don't really have to put "really" just "pretty" is enough for me! I'm so self conscious now that I try hard enough to look presentable its crazy how much I care. Its madness how now I spend most of my money on products and clothes and stuff but not on food! I love food do you know how emotionally attached I am to food? VERY! Food's like a bestfriend. Comforts, forever there, fulfilling and the array of flavours that burst in my mouth which would refer to feelings as per human. I'm just so tired

~

xoxo
eventually a lady

Ignore my title xD
A random something before I go to zzZzzZZzZzZzzz
Hehehe. May I dream of only good things that do not include mean people nor chasing animals=.=


xoxo
a nightmare dreamer

A half dazed Pam, she hates it when I call her Pam lol she'd say "NO I'M NOT PAMPAM I'M PAMELYN" but I can't not call her Pam cuz she's my wittle cute Pammy Wammy~ Hahaha. So back to a half dazed Pam....
Me: Did you have a good dream?
Pam: Yeah...
Me: Oh, what was it about?
Pam: Wedding.. Wedding party
Me: And what was at the party?
Pam: Balloons, Cake, Music.......
Me: Wow... Who's getting married?
Pam: Me!
Me: Oh, with who?
Pam: Ancel...
Me: Uh huh so what was Ancel wearing?
Pam: A tuxedo
Me: What about you?
Pam: I was wearing a princess dress.
Me: So only Ancel? How about Alex? Jonas?
Pam: Hmmmm no.. Only Ancel.
Me: Do you think Ancel dreamt of the same thing as you?
Pam: Ancel? No...... He was dreaming of me!

Haaaaaaaaa cuteness from a 3 year old instantly melts your heart.

xoxo
your 2011 teacher

One fine sunny day, an annoying mosquito decides, "hey why not I bite somewhere else besides the nasty hairy legs and hands? That's so old school. Mmmmm should try something new today! *Few moment later* Oh! OH!OH! Look at those ample cheeks I BET IT STORES EXOTIC BLOOD IN IT~"

And yes, I am the one with the ample cheeks. Seriously retard mosquito=.= BUT it does give me that glow don't you think? My friends asked why I only put on blusher on one side kekekekekeke... Good job quito you made me look 5 seconds gorgeous on photos lol. Quito? Hmmm cute name. Quito quito quito quito quito~ Imma call someone Quito nao.

xx
silly goose

Here I go again with one my feet photos. One for the collections huh? Yessah! I don't know what's with me and them. A feet fetish perhaps? Ewwww that's like the most unsexiest thing. Or is it? Lololololololol. Better than my previous previous post the one with mucus right!? My friends were like, Whatthefcuk don't post that! DELETE IT! I'm like, why? Its totally art-ish, part human part science... Today I woke up feeling old and groggy haha! Then I remembered how thankful I am to be awake again today. Thank you.

xx
Noor Amalina Mohamed Noor

heeeeeeeeee. I watched a kusshio sad jap movie. Took a picture for awesome cousin to see how bad I cried.. Now I'm sharing with everyone my emotionally unstable state lololololololol! Have fun talking about my slimy booger which taste really salty may I add xD

I've already said what happened. I missed a step, slipped, fell on top of the cubby that then went down on top of C and R.
The last thing is for you to ask me again what happened really. My parents. My bestfriend. How would I know I'd fall huh. I wouldnt want to purposely hurt my babies. You think I'm just sad and remorseful that it happened? NO I'm fucking wrecked my heart is sweating and my hands are trembling. Seriously you think I'd deliberately hurt my babies?! I don't know how it happened okay I just know it happened! I don't know what to do now. I just want to keep crying and hope and wish really hard what happened just now was just a bad nightmare. Everyone else kept saying, its okay lina its not your fault its okay. NO IT IS MY FAULT! IT IS! ITS NOT OKAY! ITS NOT! Its not.. I'm really sorry charlotte and rayant. Ms lina would never want to hurt you, you know that right. I'm terribly sorry